Essay Assignment: Getting Put Back in my Place

*This is an essay I assigned to my boyfriend, and (adult) little boy Billy. ~ Mommy Michelle Lori

Every so often Mommy needs to put me back in my place, and remind me that I'm her little boy.  There is no one thing that leads to this, but rather something mommy notices in how I behave. Mommy normally tells me the week leading up to it, and starts preparing me for what's going to happen. This past weekend was one such time. 

I was told early in the week that I was getting a little too big for my britches, and that I was going to be made to stay naked all weekend, and that I was going to get my bottom spanked plenty, and put in the corner a few times. 

Once we arrived home from doing errands Friday evening, Mommy told me to strip naked and I did as I was told. Once naked, Mommy teased me, and made it a point, to point and talk about my wee wee, which was not behaving at that moment. It's embarrassing to talk about, but my wee wee was poking straight out. I was lucky I did not get spanked then and there, but Mommy gave me a pass, I think.  

We ended up going to the bed room to check mail, and get settled for the evening. I was laying on my tummy at the end of the bed when Mommy gave me the first of the many spankings I would receive during the weekend. She grabbed the switch, which I did not see, and started whipping me with it.  I was surprised, but did not move, as I know better. Mommy gave me a good switching, swatting my bottom several times, and leaving thin red marks. I wiggled and squirmed, but I was an obedient boy and took my spanking.  Mommy lectured me and and asked me embarrassing questions.  One of which was asking me who my butt belongs to, which I answered, of course. When Mommy was done, she put me in the corner, and told me to think about what my place is.  After a period of time, I was allowed to come out the corner and go about doing what I wanted to do, still naked, and with a sore butt. 

Later that evening we took a shower together and I washed Mommy, and was massaging her back when I decided to worship her butt as that's what good boys do without being told. I got down on my knees, as Mommy back was turned away from me and I gently and slowly started kissing it all over. 
I sensed Mommy was finding this pleasurable, so I then put my fingers in between her legs and started to massage her kitty.  Mommy moaned and spread her legs a little as I massaged it as the warm water rained on us. After a few minutes, Mommy decided it was time to get out the shower, and she got dressed, and I, again, had to stay naked. 

Once we got back to the bed room, Mommy had me rub her feet and legs. I massaged them carefully and thoroughly before moving up her thighs, and back between her legs, as I knew Mommy wanted me to take care of her, and I'm to do it without being told.  I again massaged her kitty as she moaned, moving my fingers in and out, and all around, slowly at first, and speeding up, and becoming firmer the more excited Mommy got. Once Mommy was moaning, I stuff my tougue inside and licked and suckled her, moving my tongue inside her, all around for several minutes before switching back to my fingers and firmly rubbing against her. When I sensed she was close to climaxing, I switched back to giving her my tongue, licking her sweet kitty, to stimulate her even further, before finally switching to the knuckles of my fingers and firmly rubbing her kitty until she moaned in orgasm. The weekend continued like this, and I earned a few punishments along the way. 

I love my Mommy and I really want to please her. 

~ Billy  

Fantasy and Reality

 Hiya! 

Over the past few weeks Mommy (ST: Michelle83 a.k.a Mistress Michelle Lori)and I have talked about whether or not incorporating fantasy punishments/funishments would diminish the dynamic we've created within our relationship, and within our videos. 

As some of you may know, the spankings I get are "real". We have not done any type of "scene" stuff. Even the funishments we posted have a real purpose within the relationship. An example is the Valentine's Spanking. One of tenets of our dynamic is that my butt belongs to mommy, and it can be spanked for whatever reason, and in the case of valentines, Mommy used the romantic holiday to spank me for her pleasure/entertainment, and being a good little boys I submit and accept this. 

With that said, we do sell videos, and we are curious if our followers/fans would like to see a fantasy series (i.e. spanked for report card, etc). It's not something we are going to do a lot of, if we do it. 

What do you all think? Do you think performing this type of content compromises the authenticity of the dynamic and content we've created thus far? 

- Billy 

Essay Assignment: Implements

*This will be a regular series and will focus on essays I assign to my boyfriend/adult little boy Billy.

I have to write an essay about the different implements Mommy uses on me.  I have to describe each one, and how it feels, and where it stands on how much pain it causes me. Before I write about those, I guess I should mention being bare butt for my spankings, as it adds a lot of pain and embarrassment no matter what Mommy uses on me. It also has the effect of putting me in my place and reminding me that I am a little boy.  There are two main pain feelings I get. Thuds and stings. Thuds hurt my butt (muscles?) and stings hurt the skin more. I'm going to rate each implement on a scale between one to ten. When Mommy smacks my thighs, you can add two or three to my numbers, same if Mommy puts me in diaper position.  

List of Implements: 

Leather Paddle: The pain level is a four or five. The squirm meter is about a two or three. Mommy does not use this much for punishment, but rather when I'm being a naughty little boy and playing with my wee wee in front of her. I sometimes get a spanking while playing with it to help remind me that even though that behavior is allowed, it's not something that should be enjoyed too much. It covers a bit more area, but it does not sting as much as it does thud (i.e. bruise). 

Cane: The pain level is five to seven. The squirm meter is about two or three. The pain of the cane depends on how fierce Mommy spanks me with it. Mommy spanks me harder if it's a serious issue, or something I've been punished for before. The cane is unique to me becasue it both, stings and thuds.

Switch: The pain level is five to nine. The squirm meter is six to seven. The switch is dependent on how thick and long it is.  The longer ones sting really bad, the thicker ones tend to thud more, both of which hurts really bad. Switchings are scary cause I don't know how much it's going to hurt with each swat.  

Belt: The pain level is five to six. The squirm meter is about a four or five. The belt has a special place in my heart. It's something I know I need and deserve. The crack against my bare butt, with me obediently bent over makes me feel the most like a  punished little boy. However, it's not the most painful, so Mommy does not use it as often when I'm being punished. The pain type is thud. 

Wooden Paddles: The pain level is eight to ten. Squirm meter is three to four.  If I get the paddle, it means Mommy wants to make a point.  It both, stings and thuds really bad. For whatever reason, I'm able to stay still when getting the paddle a bit better than I am over other implements. It gives me intense pain, and makes me want to be good. 

Wooden Spoon/Turner: The pain level is eight to nine. The squirm meter is seven to eight. It is similar to the hairbrush, and it stings a lot. My bottom seems to wiggle all over the place when I'm getting it, and that leads to me getting extra.  Mommy likes to use this when she wants to warm my butt up good, and most of the time it's used with the hairbrush, which makes the hair brush hurt more. Mommy has a somewhat new one that is big and covers a lot of my bottom.  I hate it.

Hairbrush: The pain level is nine to ten.  Squirm meter is seven to eight. The hair brush is evil. Mommy spanks my butt with it the most often, and she wears my butt out with it. It stings so bad. I want to squirm and move out the way with each swat, and it only gets worse the longer my spanking is, especially when Mommy is spanking my butt fast and hard. It makes my bottom hotter than any other implement. The stinging hurts so bad. 

Bath brush: The pain level is nine to ten. Squirm meter is seven to eight. The bath brush is the most intense pain, but it does not get smacked as fast as the hair brush does, typically. The bath brush is another go to implement Mommy uses to make a point, and is what Mommy uses to really help me learn my lesson. It both, stings and thuds. It stings almost as much as the hairbrush, and about the same as the paddle. 

To conclude, my punishments hurt. I don't have naughty feelings when it comes to pain, so I dread all my spankings, and I think that's why I squirm more than others. Mommy says she likes seeing me squirm and wiggle about as I get my bare butt punished (just not too much, or I'll end up in the diaper position, as I have so often) as it brings her pleasure, and lets her know she is making her point and having an effect on me. I try to be a good boy and learn my lesson, and most of the time I do, because I don't want another spanking, but I do tend to slip up every once in awhile and have to get more intense spankings before I finally learn and remember my place. 

  

Valentine's Day

With Valentine's Day here, it got me thinking of just how much my life has changed in the last few months. There has been several major changes in my life and they were all for the better. I have always heard dating or marrying your best friend is the best thing in the world and once you are with them, they become your person and you want to spend the majority of your time with them. I was always like, yea right, I want and love my independence. Well, that has changed and I know what they mean. I want to share everything with Billy. Since October, he has moved to Va from Vegas to be with me and my son, we have moved in together, and I have started making videos and doing sessions again with someone that supports everything that I do. That is such a change to what I grew up knowing. With my childhood,I knew what I wanted in a man and it took many years for me to find what I wanted and needed. I knew I wanted a guy that was Alpha on the day to day work life but at home I wanted one that was submissive to me and wanted a Female Led Relationship. I knew that the one for me was not living anywhere near me, but little did I know I would find him on a spanking website and he would be on the west coast. It took a little over 3 years before we became a couple, but over those 3 years we became best friends and I knew he was the one for sure after our first meeting after a little a year. So, this Valentine's Day one of the presents he gave me was a funishment spanking. He picked out 5 implements that he got 14 swats each. I had fun and remember just why I love him so much. He puts me and my desires first, just like doing the video. Check out the video and others that we have done on clips4sale 

Rough Start

 

Red butt after Belting

Billy has had a rough start to the New Year. He has been getting in a lot trouble lately. The two biggest issues that we are dealing with has been his attitude and not shaving when told to. He has been across my lap many times since the year has started.  The last two weeks his butt has been sore for most of the two weeks due to getting spankings most nights. I think we have gotten the attitude uncontrol now, with the last maintenance spanking he received. It was long and very intense for him. Since then there has not been any attitude. Now to get the next issue under control seems to be a little bit harder. Shaving when told to do it.  He hates shaving because it irritates his skin, but I don't like facial hair and I believe adult little boys are not to have facial hair or pubic hair. He knows this and agrees, but yet puts up a fight to shave. He received a belt spanking just last night because of not shaving. I told him he's gonna have to pick the lesser of the two evils for him. If I was him, I would just shave and avoid the spanking, because when he does not shave, he gets a spanking and still  has to shave. To save his butt some tenderness, you think he would just shave.  Love to hear your opinion or suggestions.
  

Attitude Adjustment

 Over the last two weeks Billy's attitude has been very bad. He seems to keep forgetting his place as of late. He will either have something smart to say or the way he saids what he's saying is rude and disrespectful. I do not and will not put up his attitude that he is giving. He got spanked last week for and this week he got put over my knee twice for it. He got extra with the bath brush last week and this week when he got his maintenance spankings.  I told him if he has attitude this week that he will be writing 200 lines because then it would seem that corner time and spankings are not working and need extra punishment.  If writing the lines don't work then I told him he will get a bedtime spanking for two weeks to help remind him to not give me an attitude. We are hoping for a better week with his attitude and him remembering his place as my little boy.

Billy's February Update:

Hi! Mommy (Michelle83) and I have been living life and working to improve the content we create. The response and feedback we've received has been beyond our expectations. Our lifestyle and daily life has been amazing as well.  I (Billy) find it natural and comforting, and Michelle sees it as settling. We finally we are able to get into a routine and normalcy after significant changes we both made over the last few months, as moving in together and finding a new place, and getting used to daily life together. We lived the DD/FLR lifestyle during that process and continue to do so. 

It's nice having a mommy to look up to and deal with me, and Michelle (Mommy) has found it satisfying on many different levels to have a boy to herself. I refer to her as Mommy/momma 99% of the time, even in front of others, and I obviously mind my manners with yes ma'am, and no ma'am. There has been lots of spankings too. Mostly because Mommy has to get rid of my bad habits. 

With that said, we are also working on our content and growing our business that revolves around our lifestyle, and Mommy's other kinks. We are pretty small as far as other content producers, but we have gained a little traction, and we hope it continues. We will continue to use Clips4sale for the distribution of our lifestyle clips that include me. However, Mommy is going to be engaged in other kinks that don't include me, or our lifestyle, so we have added a few stores where Mommy explores those kinks with others.  Mommy also is starting to accept applications for sessions again. You can find information about that here:

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and 

FanClub

Here is where you can find clips of Mommy dealing with me: 

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